the sky

things going on my mind :
next week's my last holiday
catching up is hard

I have to admit that I seriously need to exercise.. I've been growing, sideways..
OK FINE! i've become fatter... there, I've said it, but i must seriously start going swimming or the gym.. all this sitting at the PC is not helping the extra tyre or buoy around my waist!
Speaking of which, I've just bought 2 pairs of pants for office use.. just in case i need to go meet the clients.. the damage, RM238.. i dunno how to tell my mum.. :P
I went earlier than going later with the girls coz' i know I'll never find anything suitable for me in Times Square.. we're going on formal clothes hunting on Monday, them that is, i have enough already, at least enough for the 3 months, besides, no formal clothing necessary as mentioned by my supervior, unless meeting with clients...
I used to have a formal pants which was loose, brought it to my aunty to alter, later, worn once and couldn't fit in anymore now.. damn sad.. shall exercise and cut down.. wanna go Bright Prospect again.. hahaha.. honestly, my 2 and a half months there made me lose weight, basically coz' of the all day in heels thing, and up and down the stairs repeatedly esp. during salary posting times, made me lose the excess little by little, i wish my intern company could make me like that too.. though i'd hate it, but part of me yearns for it.. even the manager and staffs said that i've got slimmer, and relatives too.....
well anyway... been bored, so that explains the frequent updates.. and i know i've forgotten something long time due.. the OCT holidays post.. hehe.. my mind is rusting now, but i will try to finish it asap... and boy... have I yet to hand up all the documents for Film Club.. I'm so dead, even in my holidays.. won't know if i'll be able to come back for AGM.. *sigh* u know i love all these kind of things...

this morning, i said "the sky looks cute today" to my mum and it weeped.. i guess, the sky have not been hearing such words for a long time, people just don't take their time look at them anymore... everyone's so busy..

when i said that, my mum went like "which guy?!!" i repeated what i said and we LOAO(Laughed OUR Asses Off)..

until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 5.27pm, 21st May 2010

Gossip Girl

if you haven't already know, I'm a loyal worshiper of Gossip Girl, and Season3's finale is the best drama I've seen... My, the turn-round of events made me craving for the next season all the more...

Here's what happened :

Nate broke up with Serena, and Nate's now a philander with womEn(no, no typo there) like what Chuck used to be before he and Blair got together...

Jenny was told that she'll be spending time in Hudson at her mom's to finish mid-school and high school, she felt lonely, so she turned to Nate's apartment, but he wasn't there, only to find Chuck and they both moved on from there.....

Speaking of which, Blair was supposed to meet Chuck at the Empire State, which she was late because Dorota had a labor.. she went to Chuck's lair to patch things up, but she unknowingly walked into the after-party of Chuck and Jenny's sexual intercourse, which was Jenny's first time... Blair had no idea.. and when Chuck wanted to propose to her, he was interrupted by Dan's punch (you know those that brothers make when they found out some guy slept with their little sister) and oh dear, Blair never wants to see both of them ever, i have no idea if everything will go back to normal... it's so depressing, everytime something good's about to happen, Jenny will destroy it...

Dan and Vanessa's relationship is on the rocks after Nate sent her a GG link about Serena spending time with Dan on his bed, nothing happened, but just a kiss, a "friendly kiss"... Vanessa's not picking his phone...

In the middle of all these, Georgina is back and clearly needs their help but the others were too busy minding their own businesses to care about her...

And here comes the shocker..

ONE WEEK LATER
Serena and Blair goes to Paris for some retail therapy and to spend summer time

Jenny leaves the city

Chuck is mugged and shot in some random red-district-ish alley at Prague for protecting the box with the ring (for Blair) in it

and here comes the biggest shocker:

Georgina is pregnant with Dan's baby...

OMG, imagine all the drama...

can't wait for summer to end and the next season to come!!!

Oh, almost forgot

IT'S MY 100th POST
Congrats Joyce! :)

until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 4.47pm, 20th May 2010

of holidays, internship and my thoughts

things going on my mind :
reports..
internship
2 weeks?! where got enough??

hi there, it's been a long time since I've felt so relieved..

finished my exams, which means no worries till the results and the next semester... i was totally sick since post production till now.. need to fix my biological clock and physical health before I can get ready to battle in the working world.. INTERNSHIP!!

but even though it's my holidays now, i still have to finish up my reports before I actually go for internship.. i'm so dead, i have to hand up 1 whole year's worth of reports.. i still lack a few minutes and agenda i guess... the thing is, we've changed DSA officer 3 times ever since our tenure, and we were very punctual every time in the beginning until the beginning of this year, where everything was becoming busier.. oh, that reminds me, i still need to write a report on 48 hours challenge which was clearly a failure, how m i supposed to write?! some1 pls guide me!

anyway, 1st June will be a stepping stone for me, as I finally get to go work in Red Comm. , the company i've always wanted to go to for my career... I'm only a bit bummed by the amount of work i need to do... i'm sorta afraid life's gonna be hell-hectic.. but i guess it's good training to toughen up ourselves... i don't know if i can handle it, but i gonna give it my best..

as a result of my expected busy schedule, i'm planning to catch up with hopefully as many people as i can in these 2 weeks so that i won't be forgotten or some people will not be forgotten in the 3 months i'm gonna be busy.. but hey, there's always Facebook! teehee...

2 weeks of holiday isn't quite enough if u ask me, but i guess it's enough time to rest... pity my friend Li Werng who has been requested to start work this coming monday, 2 weeks before schedule, imagine the shock i will have if it was me, but nonetheless, Good Luck!

ok, here's something i wish someone would understand..

don't come to us because your group failed,
don't come to us after knowing you followed the wrong people,
don't come to us after having no contact or whatsoever for the past semester or 2-3 months..
YOU don't deserve a place in my heart or mind after doing such things to me/us...

you must've not understood the signs I gave you, I don't wanna talk to you,
no matter how much regret you felt, nothing beats the disappointment i've felt then..

if you knew things would've come to this point, why did you do it in the first place?
you knew very well the things you did, y
ou know the hurt you've caused,
you know that the things you did were unforgivable.
you know very well, that i'm not gonna forgive you...
if you didn't know, now you do...

we share nothing in common except a class and a past,
those have been behind, put into some corner of my mind,
never wanted to be brought out anymore,
because i don't trust you anymore,
you broke the glass, and nothing you do can mend the crack that'll always be there in the reflection

when the things happened, i really wished you'd listen to Angela Zhang's Bu Xiang Dong De...

it sort of soothes my heart coz' it really sort of reflected how i felt...

an excerpt of the song goes like this:
when the world unknowingly changes,
i sometimes miss the old me...

i don't wanna say,
i don't wanna know...

i guess those are my thoughts on you..
if we were meant to be friends,
I might accept you later,
i don't know how long it will take me to forgive u,
but when the time comes, you will know it...


until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 12.17am, 16th May 2010

BirthdaY SHOUTOUT to:
my granddaughter 孙女
Stephanie Wong Lai Teng
Happy 20th