the numbers that made my day.... or not....

things going on my mind :
i was super-ecstatic just now... :(
what else does she want?



I've just got my exam results and its really super... I got more that i expected as stated in the previous post about my expectations...

the magic number is...


3.8250



yup, that's my CGPA(Cumulative Grade Point Average which is over a 4) for my Year One Semester One of my 3 years, 8 Semester Bachelor of Communication (Honours) Broadcasting course in Tunku Abdul Rahman University(UTAR).

well, it's a good foundation, and I think I could get into the President's/Dean's , my lowest score was C+, that's above a C rite? But it's still a C.. haha.... ok here are my results in Alphabets...

Introduction to Chinese Language - A (4.0)
Communicative English - A (4.0)
Broadcasting - A- (3.7)
Introduction to Mass Communication - A- (3.7)
Pengajian Malaysia - C+

(I think I'm good at languages and esp. English, but I never wanted to take English Language as a Major coz'......... no interest in it, the subjects are booorrrriiiiinnnnnggggggg, and the field that you can get into are very narrow)

and yes, I've read wrongly the criteria of getting into the Dean's/President's List...

To get into Dean's List

(i) attempted a minimum of 12 credit hours and obtained a GPA of 3.6000 and above (Checked)
(ii) no barred, repeat, resit and absent units (Checked)
(iii) no grade of “C” and below (mine is a C+, is it still a C? Besides, Pengajian Malaysia is a LAN compulsory subject and is not included in the CGPA for that matter, does it still count? Am I still in??????!!!!)

President's List however

(i) attempted a minimum of 12 credit hours and obtained a GPA of 3.8500 and above (just missed by a bit [0.0250])
(ii) no barred, repeat, resit and absent units (checked)
(iii) no grade of “C” and below (refer above)

I hope my dream of getting into the Dean's List will come true...

Why was I ecstatic before and changed so quickly? Not because I MAY not make it into the Dean's List, but because all my mum has to say was "So make sure your other semesters don't drop to pull your CGPA down lor...", my ecstatic-ness just disappeared... just with her one sentence... why can't she be happy with what I have now and worry about the future later?! I know her sentence makes sense but I just wanted to hear something like a "You've done very good, girl!" It just makes me feel more like not achieving anything in the future... then I don't have to stress too much on achieving and expect too much from her... I was sooo happy at my results that I got myself soaked wet in the heavy rain just to go get it to give her somewhat a surprise, but that was never there... I thought the soaking would be worth it... Sometimes, it's little things and words that I wanna hear from her that makes me prepare for some surprises like this... Maybe I expect too much... 3.8250 isn't something big, it's just one of the "great" achievements that an above-average-scoring-girl like me thinks of it as...

anyways... I will put a ChatBox on my page soon... I hate it when my friends have to comment in that way, out of the page...

Will post about my trip to Malacca as well...

so, with much happiness and disappointment, this is jOyCe signing out at o7.47 p.m. , 8th October 2008

18 weird things about me...

things going on my mind :
*please call, please call*
what weird things are there of me?
HUNGRY!


was tagged by Sherry C to do this... found it fun actually, din know i was soooo weird... :P

1. I talk to myself, often ,frequent, ALWAYS

2. I procrastinate a lot... wait, that's not something weird rite? ok, lemme try again, i'm fat coz' i procrastinate, and the blog is seldom updated coz' of it too, that weird enough?

3. I like to pull guys leg hair for fun(only those I'm close to), same with sherry... :D i don't do that often though... started with my father.. haha.. the fact that he has a few strands left on his legs is proof... :P

4. I love curry, but never fresh chillies or the lot or those chinese sambal chilly sauce for chicken rice and stuff... almost same as sherry's as well.. :D

5. I like to carry the bags of stuff I've bought during shopping but nothing heavy or groceries... :P same as sherry also.. yup, that makes it 3...

6. I fantasize A LOT of everything, about being slim and pretty in heels, about being a hot actor's gf, even breaking up couples and the lot, anything you'd never imagine me thinking of, weird huh?

7. Despite my size, I do starve myself once in a while, when I feel like I've eaten too much at a time...

8. I can be very 'emo' at times, thinking about sad things... esp. when songs reminds me of things I relate the song to, ie: ai cuo by lee hom to someone I've had feelings for, for a looooonnngggg time, too long actually... but i still love the song...

9. I'm still a virgin when it comes to having relationships with boys, and that's why i can't imagine myself with a guy doing what couples do... weird?

10. (only 10? I feel like I brought out too much d...) Honestly, I still bite my nails, though not as often now...

11. When it comes to clearing up my room, I do it once in a while, but very thoroughly, so thorough that if something is not how i want it to be, I'll crack and cry in anger, so if you were to stay with me in d future, please get away straight away, if not, I WILL make you indirectly....

12. I'm super-duper dirty when I want to, I once went on for 2 days without bathing, but now I take care of my face a lot(eventhough it looks worse), so I bathe at least 1ce a day(yeah, i know, still not enough). And there was another time, I din wash my hair for um.... 4 days or more... hahaha.. coz' i was trying to go for some natural wavy hair, so i tied it up and din wash it for that long thinking when i tied it long enough, I'd get the style I want for a long time, but it only lasted for less than an hour or so...

13.The fact that I have a car, I can drive to somewhere not too far just to eat something, just to satisfy the craving... (McD's, cendol, fried fritters, 'tong sui', cheese cake, etc. talking about it, I feel like eating, coz' the whole puasa month I din get to eat any of those...)

14. I only re-vamp/give my blog a new look when I'm in a crazy state of mind, by crazy, I mean like bored until crazy, sometimes I even do it when I have a lot of things to do, just to runaway from the fact that I have those things to do, sort of like running away from my responsibilities...

15. My blog title has nothing to do with with its contents... coz' I very malas to upload photos, etc.

16. I love the little things in life that people do, either to make me happy or just because...

17. I think I'm good in science(SPM 1A, my parents asked why I did not apply for science stream then?) and I like to experiment with things, like if my car has a sort of sound, I'll try to find out how the noise come about and why... I also remember or try to figure out the sequence of the traffic lights I stop at if I have the time...

18. I watch porn... It's education OKAY~~...

19. I sweat a lot... like more than a guy normally does, I think I have hyperhidrosis, a medical term for people sweating too much, even on palms and feet...

20. I want everything with me when I go anywhere... like recently when I went to Malacca, I had to have a pair of heels, a pair of flats, and a pair of slippers with me.. in case we suddenly come out with the idea of going somewhere spontaneously, u wudn't wear a shoe to a hot spring rite? or heels for jonkers?

21. I expect too much at times(people to remember certain things or details), and I plan too much all the time(a day out with friends, I need to know the time to meet, what to wear, who'll be there, what we'll do, how much money i have to bring, what to ask, what to say, etc. ) if something comes unexpected, I feel like the whole plan needs to be changed... and i hate it when ppl cancel last minute.

22. I hate waiting for people and I hate it when I make people wait...

23. I almost stalk the people I like, like I'll try to get any info I can get of them, even IC numbers...

24. I never read books when I'm free, I only read when I'm not free... like when it's exams and I'm supposed to revise, I'd go read a book not related to my studies instead...

(oops) haha.. I have 24 weird things about me and if any one of the first 18 u don't count as weird, I have 6 back-ups.. :D suddenly feel like I'm such a weirdo...


I'll tag anyone who reads, except those who's already done it...

until my next update, this is jOyCe signing out at o2.37 p.m., 7th October 2008