one of those days

things going on my mind :
a flash of lightning just struck!
i hate my home


one of those days which i feel absolutely useless and hopeless etc.

i honestly don't find a reason why i need to help some1 who's dying as a consequence of his doings

i feel bad, but i also feel that I'm right

did my presentation, both persuasive and demo, i hated myself, but i guess it was alright...

tomoro's my presentation AGAIN, SOLO, about Multimedia Design

i'm not anti-social, we've not talked for so long that I don't even know what to talk about anymore!

starting to wonder if i'm becoming anti-social, I do socialize but maybe I just don't familize?

i need a plan for my birthday, i feel dull!

can someone get me outta here!


until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 8.17pm , 30th November 2009

one of the things i did since the short semester started

clubbing in Envy @ Solaris Mont Kiara
first time doing it alone in KL with none experienced ppl... :)
irony was that i was the youngest of the six ppl group but was the one who did the rsvp and got us a bottle of smirnoff(thx to Daniel AuYong, cute guy i must say)
the environment is not bad, it's actually quite nice OUTSIDE, but we were inside, first we were greeted with a table downstairs to our choice, we moved 3 times.. from front to back to UPSTAIRS, there was Wii upstairs and honestly, it was the only thing that was the highlight besides DVJ G-mix's mixes.. which was a lil' disappointing considering the one on the website was the bomb!
crowd was a little too old for us girls... plus point is that it wasn't that crowded, we literally had the whole upstairs to ourselves, dancing to whatever we like, lying on the huge ass sofas, playing Wii, drinking, 'personal' toilet(which i accidentally knocked on some1 else's door looking for Kar Mun,such an embarrassment i know, mind u i wasn't drunk, just thought there wasn't anyone else, i was so irritating coz' i was knocking and knocking non-stop till the door opened*flushes red*), and somewhat personal personnel to attend to our drinking needs upstairs... all in all, it wasn't quite as I expected, but i enjoyed it, till' the last drop..

louise and her record

the blurred picture was thanks to the almost KO camerawoman, CY

after which we went to Bestari for sobering up which we noticed Kar Mun was a bit on the high side with her manja-fied laugh, and Chi Yee was going to KO after we had food. She wanted to sleep in the car, and when we were back, she prepared herself for a good nite day's sleep. She always said that she has trouble sleeping anywhere other than her own bed, but after alco, she KOed until the next morning, almost in the same position, i knew coz' i slept at 4am and woke at 7am to fetch my mum to work, which i then went back to Kar Mun's hse and flopped back to bed till' 12pm or so... was impressed that i wasn't drunk, i even drove them back... wonder what's my limit till i go KO, luckily there wasn't any road-blocks... mission accomplished!

until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 10.47pm, 11th November 2009

one of the many reasons i hate myself

things going on my mind :
2012!

why do i have so many friends i've not met for so long?
i USED to be THIS anti-social, and i swore i will not continue being like this!
perhaps i am such a controller of myself,
such a perfectionist wannabe,
such a sucker at determination
honestly, i guess i'm just embarassed that i've put on weight and thus, my laziness
who cares anyway?

until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 10.07, 11th November 2009

sorry about the delay on the Holiday post, will post sooner OR later...

another one of my fantasies

things going on my mind :
photos
speech
photoshop
proposal
damn.. tat's a lot...

just went to see S.H.E. in my second home, 1U... got very close to the stage... took 700+ photos, of course a lot were blur... it was better than Lee Min Ho's... not tat crowded, only hot..

in relation to the subject,
have always fantasized about being the perfect show-biz's centre of attention,
being a model, singer and actress... all in one...
but then again... i'd be dead if I actually am an all-in-one...

until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 11.07pm, 8th November 2009

things going on my mind :
my bajuuuuu....

urrgghhh... will always check clothes i buy from now on!!
just bought a lovely white button up shirt that's got a yellow blotch mark somewhere near the stomach... totally din notice and not exchangeable!! damn pissed now.. thx to WH!

until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 6.47pm, 6th November 2009

i'll never understand myself...

things going on my mind :
i don't know if i can make it...

rationale : if she change, i can still accept her, vice versa, but how sure am i what she's talking about?

heart : say yes, just say it...

i'll never understand myself...

until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 6.37pm, 6th November 2009

sorry dearies

things going on my mind :
what to do tomoro?
something's wrong with my header picture...

hey there.. sorry for such a long haul ever since I've been active for so long... just been lazy.. haha.. a lil' update of what happened for the past half a month...

new semester started... it's super busy coz' 14 weeks of syllabus cramped into 7 weeks.. but nonetheless the timetable is alright.. at least for me.. u see.. we've got classes on monday 12-6, tuesday 12-3, wednesday 8-10, by right, it should've ended here.. but there's this irritating 4 hrs lecture on SATURDAY from 8-12... i'm ok coz' i'm local, imagine the dismay in my outstation friends.. damn sad k.. saturdays are supposed to be holidays! anyways.. things have been alright in class.. just that some people is not in class for quite sometime.. she went to hospital but i just hope to wish her the best for whatever reason she was admitted, we might have splitted ways, but we still WERE close friends once.. oh btw, we've got a new class rep, Sherilyn.. she's trying, but nothing beats Chi Yee... :) supposed to be Siew Ling, but she insisted she can't do it, so Sherilyn volunteered... OH AND BIG NEWS! Miss Malaysia 2008 is in my class... either for this sem only or so, it was very exciting and honoured to have her in the class at first, but after a while, it's no biggie.. after all, she's just a human, just prettier.. :) and we've also got public speaking subject this sem, talk about easy peasy.. but then again... i don't like speeches...

went to see Lee Min Ho in Sg Wang for his Etude House Product launch... damn, he's cute~~~!! my 1st time going to such an event and must say... i almost died! ppl pushing like gila, and den ppl pushing their way out from the front were super sweaty and hot.. i stood like a tree.. so ppl were walking pass me slipping through... well.. it was nice.. but he was only there for like 30 mins, talk about being later than the Malaysians and showing up for such a short time..

i've yet to finish my holiday post..

until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 9.57pm, 4th November 2009