Medley

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend

How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today

You got what you deserved
Hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime I think of her with you
It's killing me
Inside, and
Now I dread each day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness

I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew

What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say when everything's said?
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring him back again?
I hate myself for loving you

Broken Heart (edited by thiv)

How can I compare you to how he treats me?
He whom I’ve always treated as a friend,
Treats me the same way,
But do you?

I’ve been thinking,
Was it me that infuriated you?
Or was it you who detested me?
All I’ve wanted is to be your friend,
A simple friendship wouldn’t hurt, would it?

You might think that I don’t look,
But deep inside, I want to,
I fear to know the ending,
Do you see me?
Do you even know you’ve met me?

Every time I set my eyes on you,
I feel like shouting your name,
But the words don’t seem to come out.

Sometimes, you just make me irate,
Irate enough to hate someone,
How could this occur to me?
I’ve made my mistakes,

I dare not confront you,
Because I’m terrified to know the answer,
Is it because you’re too popular? Or are you an introvert?

It hurts to see you with other lass,
It hurts to know that I can only converse with you formally,
It hurts to see you wave goodbye to your friends except me,
It hurts to not be your friend,
It hurts that you don’t riposte my messages,
It hurts that you don’t let me care.

It hurts to see you hurt but not knowing why,
It hurts to see you sad but not being able to share your sadness,
But most of all,
It hurts so much to love you the way I do,
And then I look at you and realize how much you don’t care,
I regret not taking the chances to talk to you.

I was the one, who started our friendship,
And yet, I was the one losing it all,
I want to give up, but I can’t.

I still wonder, are we still friends?
I want to care for you,
I want to talk to you,
I want you to share your sadness with me,
I want you to show me the tears you never shed.

I’ll let you go, when the time comes,
As long as you are happy,
What is left, is just another,

Broken heart.

Heart Breaking

How can I compare you to how he treats me?
He whom I’ve always treated as a friend,
Treats me the same way,
But do you?

I’ve been thinking,
Was it me that annoyed you?
Or was it you who disliked me?
All I’ve wanted was just to be your friend,
A simple friendship wouldn’t hurt, would it?

You might think that I don’t look,
But deep inside, I want to,
I’m just afraid to know the ending,
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

Every time I see you,
I feel like shouting your name,
But the words don’t seem to come out.

Sometimes, you just make me mad,
Mad enough to hate someone,
How could this happen to me?
I’ve make my mistake,
Now, I’m crying about it every time
When I think about it.

I wouldn’t ask,
Because I’m afraid to know the answer,
Are you too popular? Or are you too shy to be my friend?

It hurts to see you with another girl,
It hurts to know that I can only talk to you formally,
It hurts that I can only see you wave goodbye to your friends except me,
It hurts not to be your friend,
It hurts that you don’t reply my messages.

It hurts to see you hurt but not knowing why,
It hurts to see you sad but not knowing the reason,
It hurts to see you happy but not being able to share it with me,
It hurts so much to love you the way I do,
And then look at you and realize how much you don’t care,
I regret not taking the chances to talk to you,
Yet I deny about the possibilities of you being friendly with me.

I was the one who started our friendship,
But yet I was the one losing it all,
I want to give up, but I can’t.

I’m still wondering, are we still friends?
I want to care for you,
I want to talk to you,
I want you to share your problems with me,
I want you to show me the tears you never shed.

I’ll let you go, when the time comes,
As long as you are happy,
All’s left is just a broken heart.


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