Winning tastes GOOD!!

things going on my mind :
sleep

just finished a game of Monopoly on PC... damn, this has to be the best winning ever... die in doubles rolls, both on same corner of the board, the most expensive properties... most importantly, my properties...


until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 2.37am, 25th September 2009(Arthur's Day, quit reminding me already!)

Plastics...

things going on my mind :
i need shopping malls...

was just wondering how plastic surgery can alter a person's life...
if i was given the chance to do so, i would :
get a nose job
lipo suction
breast augmentation
get my teeth done
get an eye-lid lift
reduce my eye bags

on the contrary , the risks are super high, and results may not be as what u've wanted

I'd rather be my own almost-perfect self...


until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 08.37pm, 24th September 2009

fantasizing

things going on my mind :
BEP!!! i wanna go, but free seating sucks...

i was just gazing and thinking... what would life be if I were a PERSONAL assistant?

i could get money for doing errands,
live in a big house
take care of my boss' schedule
hanging on to all his accounts
go to dinner galas and big events
dress nicely
drive my boss' car around
best of all, no strings attached,
i don't have to sleep with him, that is if he's not those type of people

on one condition : MY BOSS MUST HAVE NO CHILDREN!

until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 11.47am , 24th September 2009

i need to study

things going on my mind :
f u Joyce, pls study already!


i need to study!! just a reminder to my lazy,procrastinating self!
got BC2 exam tomorrow... i wish i can excel after the fall...



until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 8.37pm, 22nd September 2009

Raya Break

things going on my mind :
Ling Hui!
bathe
in need of pasar malam
hungry! kor, come faster!!

passed 2 papers since... Moral and Comm Theories and i gotta say... i hope i pass/or at least get a B... at least then i dun have to lose the chance of being in the dean's list...

Raya break now.. ppl going back hometown etc. gonna be jammed next tuesday...

talking about hometown, i bet a lot of my class mates are cursing UTAR's arrangement of timetable... guess what... mon-wed class, thurs & fri none, and saturday morning class... wtf?! gotta go talk with the lecturer about this!

Pangkor trip is ON!!! deciding whose car to drive.. mine or chi yee's.. both us have car problems.. her's much serious.. mine juz needs a lil' bit of fixing.. most probably my car.. =)

i need to save money... going to Sibu & Pangkor gonna drain my pocket empty... talking about tat, damn jealous when Helen said she got FIVE digit Angpau from her parents for her 21st! pffttt... when m i ever gonna get tat?!

until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 12.07pm, 19th September 2009

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things will be alright

things going on my mind :
comm theories, i need to star!
study group...

i like this thing i wrote on my bestie's blog when she was unhappy :

^^ the roads are never even, never smooth and never flat
there are always ups and downs like mountains and seas...
this may be the time where u're at rock bottom, heck i feel like i'm rock bottom too...
but there's always a silver lining behind grey clouds, the sun will shine again, & i hope my friend too will shine like the sun again!
aza aza fighting!! ('',)
have some choc/ice cream/whatever that makes u happy! tell me what you need, i'll bring u some!
cheers! ^^

a link to her blog post, click here

until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 10.37pm , 14th september 2009

ps: i dunno why i'm updating so often!

Happiness

things going on my mind :
lok lok and moon cake

Happy or not is what you make of it...

Birthday Shoutout to
Helen Chong YY @ Helenness
Happy 21st!
i know u enjoyed it!

until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 8.07am, 13th September 2009

Die...

things going on my mind :
shit!
moral, not yet read!

i totally screwed up my Adv Copy Writing paper today...

i also cut off my long thumb nail on my left hand.. damn sad...

pls kill me already!

damn used to Nokia interface, having headache changing to SE...


until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 09.47pm , September 11 2009

Decisions

things going on my mind :
090909
i wan my cup of coffee
study! pls joyce pls pls pls


i dunno... sometimes, some people need to learn how to cope with stress and learn that you can't have the best of both worlds ALL the time, you want something, u gotta let go of something, much like sacrifice, unless god lets you have both... a saying still lingers in my mind and it was Mdm Yap, my Form 4 & 5 English teacher said, "god give you something good, he'll take something back from you..." the art of give and take, except during those times, you dun get to choose what to give/take.. but when you're given the chance to choose, choose wisely... in life, a lot of things are made up of decisions, the decisions you make to sacrifice something for the end result that you want, the decision to study instead of working, the decision of what to wear(if you wear red, you can't wear it with pink can you?), a decision to buy a small thing that you din really need but wanted it anyway by using the money which you could've saved for something you need in the future... see... many things are made up of decisions, even little things that we do daily, like what to eat, what to drink, what to spend on, what to do with the day even... these are the little things that you decide that makes you who you are, who you want to be and who you eventually turn out to be...

just wanted to let someone know... =)

my decision is to study tomoro, no TV/videos(but i wanna watch my District 9), i'll be reachable through my cell and i'll be at tropicana city... ;)

got my phone as an early birthday present... =) THANKS KOR!
also gt my Dream Machine... no more waking up late i hope... such a contradicting name for an alarm clock, no?
trying to lose weight...
misses my friends, the old and the new... =)
i f*cking dunno where my RM50 nail parlour voucher went!! i wanna cry ='(
totally forgot to do something for a dear far away, already pass one sem d, i keep seeing my target, but keep forgetting the mission... nvm.. i'll still be seeing him for the next year.... ^^
i need to start studying, been in the dean's list for too long now... the battle starts this Friday, they cut off one study day... :( goes on until 28th Sept, urgh!
i envy Kimberly(name shortened due to copyright infrigement.. haha ) ... yes i do.. she's so outgoing and smart (still on hold, she says if she's in dean's this sem , den i can call her smart)^^v


until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 05.39 (i'll break the rule this time) , 090909

the end of yet another experience-ful semester

things going on my mind :
*I don't want to, stay another minute,
I don't want you, to say a single word,
hush hush hush hush*
PCD-Hush Hush
exams, coffee, books
things i've learned this semester

well, in a nutshell, i've really learned a lot the past semester... here's what:

-how not to fully rely on some irresponsible people
-how to be a producer, and how to be a better one next time =)
-how to handle the secretary position (was previously a secretary in Skuad Pengawas Sukan in SMKB, tat really opened my eye in a lot of battle of the chairpersons, now I'm d secretary for Film Club, kinda expected and this time, things are more... formal... no shortcuts etc. )
-how to listen and keep things in (which nearly killed me!)
-how some people are destined for greatness
-how friendship become what they are...
-how rivalry doesn't last long
-how important are talents' confirmation
-how networking is very precious
-how some old friends are so helpful, even if it's been so long since u've seen each other
-how to keep quiet when people don't wanna listen to u speak
-how to be confident in a production
-how to think of a problem from another perspective
-how some people can't change their habits/mindsets/thinking
-how some people make me cringe having them sitting beside me
-how not to judge a book by its cover AGAIN!
-how important having your own car is
-how to be humble and ask everyone, and i must say, this is the most important lesson i've learned from Xandria's book, "Don't be afraid to ask, the worst answer you can get is a NO!" i must learn to replace the quote with the "what will people think of me?" quote in my head
-how people change when they are under stress (not the 1st time tho)
-how to accept the fact that you have such groupmates (ones that don't help, ones that sabo, ones that make others so afraid that no one else wants to join your group)
-how people will know your strengths and want to join your group
-how assignments are so much stress
-how some people are so choosy eventho they're not anyone great
-how not looking at each other doesn't mean anything
-how rivalry is dumb and childish
-how people think you're good when u're not chinese ed.
-how worrying about some1 else's happiness is of no use
-how i should learn from mistakes
-that i should not procrastinate (which i always fail)
-how a headache can cost you everything you've planned for 2 weeks/more
-how learning can turn to something else because you look at them so often

on another note outside UTAR life :
-how it feels when people leave you on a jet plane and only to come back in 2 years time
-how immune you feel towards people leaving when you've been to the airport so often you've forgotten how to cry...
-how watching movies alone is nice... =) dun worry, final destination is to be watched with friends
-how something small can make people cry (TV's farewell gift)
-how much friendship means to me, even if they're a few thousand miles away
-how i love rain, esp those morning ones... (that i NEVER get to sleep through)
-how retail therapy works on me!
-how i maxed out my mum's card

that's pretty much about it that i can' remember, i may remember some that i'll add later, that is if i remember.. =P


until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 12.07am, 6th sePteMber 2009