the end of yet another experience-ful semester

things going on my mind :
*I don't want to, stay another minute,
I don't want you, to say a single word,
hush hush hush hush*
PCD-Hush Hush
exams, coffee, books
things i've learned this semester

well, in a nutshell, i've really learned a lot the past semester... here's what:

-how not to fully rely on some irresponsible people
-how to be a producer, and how to be a better one next time =)
-how to handle the secretary position (was previously a secretary in Skuad Pengawas Sukan in SMKB, tat really opened my eye in a lot of battle of the chairpersons, now I'm d secretary for Film Club, kinda expected and this time, things are more... formal... no shortcuts etc. )
-how to listen and keep things in (which nearly killed me!)
-how some people are destined for greatness
-how friendship become what they are...
-how rivalry doesn't last long
-how important are talents' confirmation
-how networking is very precious
-how some old friends are so helpful, even if it's been so long since u've seen each other
-how to keep quiet when people don't wanna listen to u speak
-how to be confident in a production
-how to think of a problem from another perspective
-how some people can't change their habits/mindsets/thinking
-how some people make me cringe having them sitting beside me
-how not to judge a book by its cover AGAIN!
-how important having your own car is
-how to be humble and ask everyone, and i must say, this is the most important lesson i've learned from Xandria's book, "Don't be afraid to ask, the worst answer you can get is a NO!" i must learn to replace the quote with the "what will people think of me?" quote in my head
-how people change when they are under stress (not the 1st time tho)
-how to accept the fact that you have such groupmates (ones that don't help, ones that sabo, ones that make others so afraid that no one else wants to join your group)
-how people will know your strengths and want to join your group
-how assignments are so much stress
-how some people are so choosy eventho they're not anyone great
-how not looking at each other doesn't mean anything
-how rivalry is dumb and childish
-how people think you're good when u're not chinese ed.
-how worrying about some1 else's happiness is of no use
-how i should learn from mistakes
-that i should not procrastinate (which i always fail)
-how a headache can cost you everything you've planned for 2 weeks/more
-how learning can turn to something else because you look at them so often

on another note outside UTAR life :
-how it feels when people leave you on a jet plane and only to come back in 2 years time
-how immune you feel towards people leaving when you've been to the airport so often you've forgotten how to cry...
-how watching movies alone is nice... =) dun worry, final destination is to be watched with friends
-how something small can make people cry (TV's farewell gift)
-how much friendship means to me, even if they're a few thousand miles away
-how i love rain, esp those morning ones... (that i NEVER get to sleep through)
-how retail therapy works on me!
-how i maxed out my mum's card

that's pretty much about it that i can' remember, i may remember some that i'll add later, that is if i remember.. =P


until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 12.07am, 6th sePteMber 2009