the end to what was meant to be a good friendship

things going on my mind : THIS IS THE END! I'd just like to express that this should be the end to all my suffering! I've tried, and if this is how YOU'D like it to be, then so be it. I'd just like to remind you that I have been an awesome friend wasting my time, energy, and money on you. All those to waste! If this is your way of saying goodbye, it's not the right way, it may be your way, so I guess I know why you never had good friends since young, whom you still keep in contact with. You must've been the arrogant bastard who never cared to catch up. That is why you never had friends! and needed my company ALL THE TIME! and don't forget about the money I borrowed you when you needed it! also, don't forget about your empty promises to bring me to the HILL, konon! most importantly, DON'T FORGET ABOUT OUR TRIPS! I hope it stabs you in the heart thinking of how happy it was and you were the one who ended it! DON'T forget who you talked to in your times of need and don't forget you promised me something that YOU never kept to, how am I ever gonna trust anyone else now?! After this, I hope you rot in hell for all your doings! I don't wanna curse you, but you deserve it! If you're reading this, I hope you realize what you have done! Honestly, this is not the way to treat someone who treats you as a sincere friend! You honestly deserve to rot in hell! until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 9.27pm, 25th April 2012

over-analyzing

things going on my mind :crappy stuff over-analyzing and not having enough facts is an issue to me now! recent happenings have made my life go downhill for a moment, but things are getting back on track. I've found a way out, hopefully, by the end of this week, I'd be able to truly let go. *fingers crossed*

 until then, this is jOyCe signing out at 9.57am, 24th April 2012